Monday, April 09, 2007
sometimes i think i worry too much
about people who don't even give a shit about what i've done for them
i don't even know why i care anymore
it's just that i thought i would've made a difference
but i guess i didn't
i thought and hoped that you'd change
but you're all still the same
even worse i might say
sometimes i just wished i wouldn't care anymore
i'm losing a best friend,
others shun me.
what the eff do i do now
sometimes it's funnny.but other times it's annoying
you say I LUBXX EUXX.
and when i say hi you say EW.
what kind of person could possibly do that
you maybe.
it used to be fine,but now it's just mean
people change,FACE IT.
i know i have so stop complaining.
i'm trying to change for the better and losing friends for that
don't you think it's hard enough for me already.
so stop being all cool about it.cause it's not
i just feel like screaming my head off now but i can't
i wish i wouldn't care what people think.
i wish i wouldn't take it all so seriously
i wish i would just be as care-free as i was
i wish i would have someone to talk to when i'm down
i wish i could erase my past and start anew.
i wish i could be invisible and live my life like i did
there are many things that i wished but can't really be done
cause this world is FILLED with drama.
small things like an outing could result in a rumour about sexual activities.
i don't want to care anymore
i don't want to care anymore
i don't want to care anymore
but i just do.
Five o’ clock and a fire escape symphony
Spilling out across the road and the square
And the sky’s the same as your own, do you think of me?
Do the parks and trees and the leaves reach you there?
After the rain, in the lonely hours he haunts me....
Calling out, again, and again....
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
And one of those is him.
And now I walk these streets like a stranger in my home town,
Learn the language, form the words when I speak.
But he changed me, I’m his ghost since he came around
Now I count the hours, and the days and the weeks.....
In passion and silence,
Every word, every line a measure
It’s the science of the soul.
And his books, they breathe a reason
And now, I want to know.....
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
And one of those is him.
And you, with your new born eyes,
Have you ever loved a man like I love him?
Do you hurt, but still feel alive
Like never before?
Oh Sophia! Sophia!
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
I can’t go without him.
Bye Friends!
5:28 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
hellomoto:)
we skipped training.hahahahah.
grace had stomach flu and she vomitted,
so davelle had to take her back to school to vomit
then davelle had to call graces mum to fetch her.
Bye Friends!
11:34 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
I'M ANGRY>:(
Bye Friends!
8:21 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction and I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again I guess
I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Bye Friends!
9:38 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
hahaha.today was not very cool.
but anyways.pictures from nicole's steamboat partyyyy.
all of usss(:
eww.
i think you're weird.but I LOVE YOU<3
chelle,nic&yy
mirrrorrrrr.
group picc:D:D
i like this pictureee(:HELLO.
OKAYOKAY.
pics from the cross-country runn&family nightt.
iLEEs!
legss(:
yy,dani-la,aud&xt
chelle,yy&nic(:
ENDDD.
Bye Friends!
7:12 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
hellomoto:)
Bye Friends!
6:03 AM
