HELLO! (: WE LOVE KOKOKRUNCH :D
IT IS SOO MUCH BETTER THAN HONEY STARS
Sunday, July 16, 2006i needa improve in my maths too.failed really badly :( i bet KP's gonna kill me today.i promise i'll do better next time k.i just dunno why i couldnt grasp all the stupid maths formulas and whatever.im really really sorry.im gonna be working hard with megan and do really well for yearends.i wanna do well.and all thats been happening lately hasnt been that nice.i'll recover from it one.i will.
taken from ttm's blog. Was just thinking. I should just live in church. The place really has this 'power' where you can really feel a greater presence around you. Not that you can't feel it in the comfort of your own home, but well. It's just seeing the santury and the chapel and knowing that every week, hundreds(almost) of people actually come here seeking God's presence and actually finding it here, radiating more powerful than ever. I just like to know that people's hearts have been touched. Especially during worship. I can always feel the presence during worship, whether it's slow or fast or just silence. But I just think that there's just something missing in the worship sessions in the 5612 ministry. Other then the usual people, Grace, Joey, Kimberly, Amanda, and whoever else that i cannot remember, the other kids just don't go full out to express their feelings, or at least just sing along. I know I'm really not in the position to criticize others who are just a few years difference or my age, but you just don't feel the power of everyone's hearts really yearning to feel the spirit of God. I won't say anything about the AMKids worship, because I don't expect 4-9 year olds to fully understand the Grace of God, and know that God is really touching their hearts.I know alot of the 5612 kids say 'I come because my parents want me to come' , but I really hope that becomes 'I come because I want to come, I want to feel the presence, I want to experience, I want to come for God.'I feel that it's fair to compare the 5612 with the third service, Our sound system is ALMOST on par, the woship leaders and band are equally enthuistic(I guess) and HELLO, AIR CON? Isn't that like a bonus? It's like 'HELLO? We spend thousands of dollars to give you this conducive enviroment where you can worship freely and here you are thinking 'I WANNA GO HOME' ' I really believe that it's the kids that need to change, change their mentalityof 'It's weird to raise hands' 'My friends are not singing, so I shouldn't'. Maybe the preaching for 5612 shouldn't be "Join the Ministries" or "Fruits of The Spirit" , not saying that preaching these things are wrong, but without the yearning of God, how can the kids actually follow what is preached? when i read this post it really wants to make me speak out bout the church and i dunno why but cry.maybe its just a growing phase or whatever.but looking at the p5 boys and most of the ppl in 5612,i just hope they'll grow out of it.pfft.
