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Saturday, July 29, 2006YAOOOO! i'm bored and i'm sick and i'm tired and i wanna sleep but i still have tons of homework to finish if not i'm D.E.A.D.when i get back to school. somehow i'm not really looking forward to going back to school.it's been like a month since we've been back to school but i still feel really holiday-ish.maybe cause i think i'm more daydreamish in class cause i'm not really sitting with sophia and megan and all anymore.they're still all sitting almost together.maybe i was the reason they all became havock.but now i'm like sitting alone.there're less distractions.besides the people walking along the corridor.but like i don't know i still can't concentrate on my work.there's no sophia to scold me and tell me to do my work.cause cheryl's also always writing her letters.i'm just falling asleep from boredom.although my results aren't as bad but i just miss the first half of the year when we would all sit together, the five of us and make as much noise as we like.it's not like we don't do that now but it's just different.stupid teachers always changing our seats.making us sit separately.for the second year in a row we have to sit single seatedly and it really sucks like shit.and i'm like isolated all by myself.it's really sad sometimes.cause when i'm angry or sad then like not one of them are sitting near me and i always don't wanna like pass notes cause it's so irritating. e-learning really sucks.the teacher's just take this opportunity to give us TONS of homework which is freaking hard to understand especially the stupid maths symbols.like what the hell are they talking about. omg i'm being really emo now.starting to think about sec2.like how much drama there is in our level.relationships,bitching and everything.i mean like even my brother said that there wasn't even a sign of drama when he was sec 2.i mean like why can't everyone just be friends and be happy.i mean like i don't know.it's like how last time we used to be care-free and always running around playing.now alot of things are concentrated on guys,guys and more guys.or like relationships.how i wish we could just all go out and be happy.everyone's changing.i guess i am too.i get really irritated at nothing nowdays and maybe it's just pms but i don't think so.sometimes i just really wanna be serious but alot of people just see me as some happy retarded person.i mean sometimes yeah but like i don't know.sometimes i just like being myself at home and when i think about it it's not really who i am in school.if you understand what i mean. like this post.it's not who i am in school.it's totally OPPOSITE.bahhh i don't know.stupid little things in my life are starting to affect me.like how my brother's going for army soon.who's going to help me get my allowance from my mom.and who am i going to run to crying like a baby when my mom's being a bitch.i guess i'm just really going to miss him.although he doesn't really do much besides play the computer.and now my dad's gone, there's noone to watch me play matches or give me the i'm going to kill you after the match stare.although i still hate my dad sometimes for what he's done.how i wish that this would all just go away.my sister's overseas.never home.this is the first time i actually kinda miss her.i mean she's always mean to me but like sometimes it's cause she cares and she just wants the best for me.now that my sister and dad's gone and my brother's going, who's going to help me face the 'evil witch'(my mom)hahahha.but like yeah.it's going to be hard.VERY HARD.me'shelle.you'd better be ready to absorb all my complaints.heh. OMG this is going to be such a long post that noones going to be bothered to read so it doesn't really matter that i'm saying all this but ohwells. ANYWAYS.had a match a keppel today.lost quite badly cause i had a heat stroke and i fainted when i was serving.it was really scary.i thought i was going to die like seriously.YEAPPP.so like i finished the match.luckily it was only first to 9.so then after i went home took a shower then took a long long nap.ate lunch.took another long long nap.woke up for dinner then started to try doing e learning.THANKS MUCH VICKY:). i think imma go to sleep now.forget all my troubles.have some rest before school on monday.hopefully it'll be a good day tomorrow. SEEYA:)
